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Dec. 8th, 2013


I got an AO3 account and wrote a fic. It's darrrrrrk. Very dark. Verrry darrrk.

Title: Five Stages Of Grief
Author: meeee, yay.
Fandom: Breaking Bad
Pairing: Todd/Jesse
Warnings: Stockholm Syndrome, Bruises, Violence, Non-Consensual, (suspected) unrequited love, Kidnapping, Conditioning, Dark, Hurt/Comfort, Marking, Possessive Behavior, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Orgasm Denial, Forced Orgasm
Summary: After torturing Jesse and getting all the information he needed out of him, Todd keeps Jesse in that makeshift-cell in the ground and makes him cook meth with him - that's not all he forces Jesse to do, though. Todd stays very calm and comforting through all of this, and Jesse is horrified at how very gently Todd handles him, and he's even more horrified at how reasonable and perfectly acceptable Todd makes the act of violating Jesse seem.

(Seriously. Very dark and very no-good-very-bad content. You should only read it if that's your kind of thing. I don't want to mentally scar anyone, so be cautious.)

Nov. 3rd, 2013


TSN Big Bang :D

Art for thesocialbbang, for phobiaofshae's wonderful Coffe Shop AU:
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Sep. 26th, 2010


Good News!

I'm writing again :D

Apr. 19th, 2010


Supernatural 5x18!!!


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Feb. 27th, 2010


I <3 Huckabees


Since watching Sherlock Holmes I've been rediscovering my love for Jude Law and pretty!people in general.
I've just seen "I heart Huckabees" and it is SO funny and Jude Law looks smashing and his acting is wonderful.
Next month he'll be starring in a new film "Repo Men", based on the graphic novels and I suppose it will be like the "Generic Opera" but without the singing and.. darker? Who knows. I'll go watch that, too then; and already am excited.

Note to self:
Search for fanfiction tomorrow.
Go to sleep now.

Aa~h, Internet, how I love you.

Dec. 26th, 2009


Doctor WHO!

OH. MY. GOD!!!!!

Ich HOPE everyone's been watching the new Doctor Who christmas special!! Believe me, you won't want to miss THAT!
Oh MY!

I can't even... My GOD!!!
Spoilers like WHOA!Collapse )

Nov. 23rd, 2009


Sweet boredom

I'm bored, so... Playlist!Meme.
Found at erinya 's Journal.

Put your music player on shuffle, and write down the first line of the first twenty songs. Post the poem that results. The first line of the twenty-first song is the title.

Aren't we so good at holding on to the past?

Pull the blindfold down so your eyes can't see
I'm not feeling alright today
I'm missing your bed
If you tell me to jump then I'll die
From underneath the trees we watch the sky

Smoke is rising from your houses
Morning has broken, like the first morning
You can get it if you really want
When the rain is blowing in your face
On the floor of Tokyo

I got it bad, you don't know how bad I got it
Brains, on a brick wall, when gender bombs would fall
You're fucking awesome
If something has to change then it always does
Who knows how long I've loved you?

You think you're special, you do.
Consider the odds, consider the obvious
Steal my heart and hold my tongue
Even though I'll never need her
I know it's hopeless, hell ain't big enough to hold us back.


I put my whole mp3files on shuffle and I didn't know a majority of the songs.
I have too much music >_>

Nov. 20th, 2009


New Fandom! I already see slash all over this show =D

I only watched the pilot and already I feel as if this one has been around for a long time now: White Collar.
The characters are good and comfortable with each other, there's even a lesbian character and that fact alone made my day.
It's gonna be great, I feel it. It has Matthew Bomer [Who you may know as Bryce Larkin from the awesome series "Chuck"] playing broken-hearted-but-brilliant-convict Neal Caffrey.
He breaks out of prison to save his marriage/relationship, only to see that his love left, disappeared altogether. He gets re-captured and gets sentenced to 4 more years, then makes a deal with his captor: he'll help catch bad guys in exchange for his (semi-)freedom.
Because he's brilliant.

And it's funny, the characters are charming and Neal - my, my. He is. so. pretty. *faints*

Nov. 19th, 2009



Title: Water
Writer: Me
Prompt: "Shower sex! Does CBI has have locker rooms with showers? Who cares?! Van Lisbo in the shower!" from
oroburos69 Infidelity, Sex
Rating: PG-13? I'm not too good at this, yet...
Disclaimer: They don't belong to me, no money made here.

A/N: If you find mistakes or want to tell me something, feel free to do so :D

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Sep. 11th, 2009



I hate that time of the month.
I can never remember how weird I feel during, and every damn time I'm surprised at this weirdness all over again.
That irritates me, really.

I feel all mellow and fuzzy around the edges, raw.
And it's not that I'm bitchy all the time, but - I'm just so darn mellow all through that week that when I get mad you really notice this stark difference.
Then again, with this lax and easy feeling it is like floating. Like living inside of a bubble or a cottonball. Kind of nice, actually...

I shouldn't complain.


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