Can I tell you a secret?

I'm bored, so... Playlist!Meme.
Found at erinya 's Journal.

Put your music player on shuffle, and write down the first line of the first twenty songs. Post the poem that results. The first line of the twenty-first song is the title.


Aren't we so good at holding on to the past?

Pull the blindfold down so your eyes can't see
I'm not feeling alright today
I'm missing your bed
If you tell me to jump then I'll die
From underneath the trees we watch the sky

Smoke is rising from your houses
Morning has broken, like the first morning
You can get it if you really want
When the rain is blowing in your face
On the floor of Tokyo

I got it bad, you don't know how bad I got it
Brains, on a brick wall, when gender bombs would fall
You're fucking awesome
If something has to change then it always does
Who knows how long I've loved you?

You think you're special, you do.
Consider the odds, consider the obvious
Steal my heart and hold my tongue
Even though I'll never need her
I know it's hopeless, hell ain't big enough to hold us back.

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I put my whole mp3files on shuffle and I didn't know a majority of the songs.
I have too much music >_>

I only watched the pilot and already I feel as if this one has been around for a long time now: White Collar.
The characters are good and comfortable with each other, there's even a lesbian character and that fact alone made my day.
It's gonna be great, I feel it. It has Matthew Bomer [Who you may know as Bryce Larkin from the awesome series "Chuck"] playing broken-hearted-but-brilliant-convict Neal Caffrey.
He breaks out of prison to save his marriage/relationship, only to see that his love left, disappeared altogether. He gets re-captured and gets sentenced to 4 more years, then makes a deal with his captor: he'll help catch bad guys in exchange for his (semi-)freedom.
Because he's brilliant.

And it's funny, the characters are charming and Neal - my, my. He is. so. pretty. *faints*

Title: Water
oroburos69 Infidelity, Sex
Rating: PG-13? I'm not too got at this, yet...
Disclaimer: They don't belong to me, no money made here.

A/N: If you find mistakes or want to tell me something, feel free to do so :D

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I hate that time of the month.
I can never remember how weird I feel during, and every damn time I'm surprised at this weirdness all over again.
That irritates me, really.

I feel all mellow and fuzzy around the edges, raw.
And it's not that I'm bitchy all the time, but - I'm just so darn mellow all through that week that when I get mad you really notice this stark difference.
Then again, with this lax and easy feeling it is like floating. Like living inside of a bubble or a cottonball. Kind of nice, actually...

I shouldn't complain.

Sometimes I pretend that I'm normal,
but then it gets boring and I go back to being me.

I'm deep in my drawings these days.
Nothing else to do, nothing else I want to do.
Now I'll take a time out while eating take-out and reading some fanfiction.

Good times.

Watched them all now, the first three twice.
I'll watch again, for sure.
Jeff/Tom is love, they are SO a couple  =D
Tom can't hold him, though, cause Jeff needs to be free, Go with the wind and surf the waves, fly away and back again. And he does come back. Aaaa~. I miss you already, Smith T_T

Still nothing here... I'm thinking about changing that, but where do I begin?
Maybe I'll start posting fiction. Or reccing stuff. We'll see.
With this entry, I'll have made a start, at least (:

Last night I was up until morning, surfing the net and looking for "Smith" episodes, because I found the first three and now I'm addicted. And can't seem to find the rest. Harrgh! Sometimes I hate my brain.